Thoughts at 1:46 on a Thursday Night/Friday Morning
-I am busy. All the time. So exhausted all the time. Like now. My room is an absolute wreck, because I get home from whatever I’ve been doing for my entire day (work/school/internship) and I just want to do NOTHING. I want to sit and veg and eat and be lazy. Urg.
-At 4:00 yesterday I decided to go home for the night. It was amazing. I am so in L with my boyfriend it’s ridiculous. I don’t know when those other three letters will be filled in but I’m just so entirely happy. He picked me up in Worcester, drove the rest of the way home, took me to Olive Garden, went back to his place, had a makeout session like we used to the first weeks we were dating, had the most romantic cuddle everr, then went to a bar where a friend DJ’s and danced the night away and got free candy.
-At 3:00 tomorrow I go home again, until around 2 on Saturday. This back and forth is expensive but so worth it. Let’s hope I make a lot of money this weekend to make up for it.
-I am working on Halloween. Closing, even. The child inside me died when I heard that. It’s my favorite holiday.
-My internship is taking a lot out of me. I want to hold out until the end of the semester, but I feel like I’m beginning to stress to the point of not doing things right, and that they are not liking me as a result. Plus it’s a lot of hours for no pay and no credit. I’ve already been sick one day and taken one day off for schoolwork and I feel like I can’t take any more off and I know I’ll get sick at least once more before the semester ends. I want to have an internship on my resume, but is it worth it if they won’t give me a good reccommendation in the future? I keep stressing about this. Oy.
-I miss my cats a lot.
-All I want to write about is how happy I am with Chris, but nobody wants to hear that. Haha.
-I need to read and write more.
-Reading The Dogs of Babel right now. It’s pretty good.
-Watching the episode of The Office I missed due to class tonight… That first scene is the funniest thing I’ve seen in a long time, ah-hahahaha…
